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What do you do when you find yourself with no one left to talk to,
when you lose the only people you thought you could trust?
who do you look for when there's no one left to find?

grasping for what is no longer there
holding on to less than a memory
feeling helpless in the worst way
alone

looking back to a past so safe
as the coming of an eternity
races on

searching for something
that can never be

hope

all odds are gone
nothing more can be done

such lies can’t be untold
there’s no time to repair a broken
trust

these friendships were meant to last
bound together by countless moments
years in the making, mere days in the
breaking

It wasn’t supposed to happen like this, but here I am alone
Waiting for an answer that I know will never come
Now that the beaten path has ended must I continue on my own?
©2006-2009 ~AngelicWon
:iconangelicwon:

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i dont know if it makes sense. i know its probably really bad. the 1st and last part aren't really a part of it but they kind of are so they're gonna stay there. its basically me realizing that im loosing more than my friends im loosing my mind. the past 3 years of school have had a lot of ups and downs and ive alwayz had someone to talk to and if i cudnt talk to one there was always someone else there. ive already lost one friend and im loosing another. i feel like crap because i know im not as close to anyone as i used to be and i dont know if ill ever be again. i understand that people change but i hate feeling like everyone is pulling away from me...i just dont want to be alone.

sorry for the rant..

More than lost (c) Cc

p.s. can any1 tell me how to center it? it looks better that way but i 4got the code for it cuz im loosing my mind...

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:icontinku:
Cc :cries: That was so sad!!

Aw hun, I know how you feel. I've been kinda going through the same thing. That same thing happen to me last year! You know I'm ALWAYS here for you no matter what. You can talk to me about anything. Absolutely anything!

Uhh to center it? I'll ask one of my friends, I think she should know.

But, I'm sorry your feeling so icky, love :heart: Juss 'member that you got so many friends outside school who love you and would never trade the moments we have/had with you. :hug: We're there for you, through thick and thin. Like I said in 8th grade, we're gonna be friends forever.

...no really, we are. Im like super glue, you can't get me off, ever :lmao: :D

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"They would never admit to their Sin Divine. God protect them."
:iconangelicwon:
thanks sawa, i kno UR always here... thank God for that 1. =D im just havin a hard time knowing that im not gonna have any1 in school next year. cuz every1s either being shady or just plain not talkin to me. every1s already got their "highschool friends for life" friends while mine r droppin like flies. i feel like i have to start over or sumthing but its kinda late... so i guess im just gonna have to hold on to the friends i still have and hope for the best? im not gonna stress about it tho i might as well enjoy the summer and deal with it when the time comes rite?

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*~What you want may make you cry while what you need passes you by~*
:icontinku:
Keep your chin up love! :glomp: You wanna get together so you can feel better? Jen and I were talkn about getting together on Thursday :)

Trust me hun, I totally understand what you're going through. I've already been through it once and I still am. I know it's really lonely and it hurts. But remember that you always got friends who have you're back no matter what. :hug:

Enjoy summer! Maybe things will pick up and things will be even better. Hell, it's senior year so let's make it the best year of our lives :heart:

--
"They would never admit to their Sin Divine. God protect them."
:iconangelicwon:
yea jen told me about thurs...sounds like fun =) and senior year is not allowed to suck lol if it does we're gonna have a problem.

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*~What you want may make you cry while what you need passes you by~*
:icontinku:
Duuuuude, what happened?

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"They would never admit to their Sin Divine. God protect them."
:iconangelicwon:
idk...nobody called?

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*~What you want may make you cry while what you need passes you by~*
:icontinku:
Summer is HALF OVER. WE. NEED. TO. DO. SOMETHING.

:cries: I havent seen you since December!! I miss you way too much and I want us to be together!!

Tell me when you're free so I can talk to Jen and then we can do something!!

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"They would never admit to their Sin Divine. God protect them."
:iconangelicwon:
im free every monday...other days not so sure but definately every monday

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*~What you want may make you cry while what you need passes you by~*
:iconmpapasmurf:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww......so sadddddd........but fuck it

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