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Jealousy by AngelicWon, literature

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Jealousy

Thinking back I can't see how I let myself suffer in silence for so long Enduring things I thought I would never allow So easily blinded by what I thought was love As you pulled me away from everything and everyone And bombarded me with every justification you could think of I had no say, I had no free will, I had you and nothing else You had me right where you wanted, right under your thumb You took by force, what I would have gladly given you myself Plagued me with fear, and fooled with my emotions Anything to keep me where you thought I should be When leaving you was never even one of my intentions It was never was enough, you

Longing by AngelicWon, literature

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More than lost by AngelicWon, literature

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More than lost

What do you do when you find yourself with no one left to talk to, when you lose the only people you thought you could trust? who do you look for when there's no one left to find? grasping for what is no longer there holding on to less than a memory feeling helpless in the worst way alone looking back to a past so safe as the coming of an eternity races on searching for something that can never be hope all odds are gone nothing more can be done such lies can't be untold there's no time to repair a broken trust these friendships were meant to last bound together by countless moments years in the making, mere days in the

Haunting by AngelicWon, literature

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Haunting

My body is tense My mind is a blank My heart turns cold I can feel the blood freezing As it travels through my veins The dreams are coming The future's knocking at my door. I can't bare to watch What I know is yet to come Be it birth or be it death These dreams I must hide from We aren't meant to know the future It was my grandfather's curse Why did he have to pass it on? Emotions shot As the future meets with present I see everything happening But I've seen it all before Everything is but a memory Simply waiting to occur Then I realize, the future has no cure. Helplessness takes over As I see I have no power To change

Hate to be Alone by AngelicWon, literature

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Hate to be Alone

Why is it so hard to breathe? I can feel my heart pounding Thrashing against my ribs The pain is too much This torment has to end! How am I supposed to make it through? Once is enough, don't do this again Don't destroy what I haven't yet been able to mend I'm fragile... I'm weak. I can't think... I can't speak. I can't function on my own. I just can't stand to be alone! What did I do to deserve this? I don't believe in karma but was I really all that bad? I gave up everything for you, killed myself to make you happy Yes, I fell for your lies but I will not do that again All you ever did was use me. You never even cared! How did

Butterflies by AngelicWon, literature

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Butterflies

You said I gave you butterflies And I admit I had my own Such a feeling we couldn't hide But of course it didn't last I guess we should've known Time passed as I questioned my own decision After all the pain I still hadn't learned my lesson Willingly I let them in But upon their return I couldn't believe How large they had become So loud I couldn't think Hundreds, thousands, maybe more I simply can not bare The sound of all those pounding wings They fill me to the brink Please leave me so I can think! I can't listen to you again Remember last time? Well, how did that end? I have enough on my mind without you in it One mom

Leave Me by AngelicWon, literature

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Leave Me

I don't see why I care for you After all the games you put me through My mind knows this makes no sense But the thought of you makes me so tense I'm not supposed to feel these things I'm not suposed to care Why can't you just let me be Leave me to my own despair Don't cause yourself the trouble Of falling....for only what you see Why can't you just be happy With the girl who isn't me?

I'm Warning You by AngelicWon, literature

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I'm Warning You

Tension's growing Nothing's slowing Turn back! Don't Go! You'll be falling before you know Confusion increases Doubt never ceases You're in too deep I beg of you please! Don't take that final leap Emotions reappear Your hearts are growing near Don't fall for this again This time your heart may never mend I'm warning you now While you still have a chance It may look like what you want But I promise you it's nothing but a trance

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Jealousy by AngelicWon, literature

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Jealousy

I Remember by AngelicWon, literature

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I Remember

As a tear rolls down my cheek I remember you I remember everything you said to me And everything I said to you I remember the way you held me in your arms And the way I felt when I was in them I remember how much you loved me And how much I loved you I remember how much I still loved you And how I never really knew if you still did My love for you pours from my soul And out of my eyes Each tear a fading memory Of how you made me feel Each tear a reminder Of how I may never feel such a love again Each tear a reminder That now all I have are memories.

RaNdOm by AngelicWon, literature

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RaNdOm

I am a flower and this was my life. It all began when i was just a little seed. All i did was fall from a packet of seeds just like me, i meant no harm. But no sooner than i fell some lady picked me up and stuck me under ground. It was so cruel and i was almost more than mad that i couldnt even try to get out. She patted on the dirt above me and then i couldnt even breathe. I was quite appauled by this and even more enraged when i felt a flood of water slap me right in the face! I was just about ready to call my lawyer when i suddenly remembered I DONT HAVE ONE!!! It was most depressing. So i sat and waited and waited and i suddenly felt a

In A Dream by AngelicWon, literature

Not Enough by AngelicWon, literature

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Not Enough

I love you, but you don't love me back I cherish you, but you can't cherish me I long for you to feel what I feel, But that's something you just can't do Why don't you love me the way I love you? Why can't you see that my love for you is true? I've tried and tried to show you but nothing works And you could never imagine how much that hurts Is it all that hard to love me? Aren't you always thinking of me? If you aren't then you lied Don't even try to apologize You might as well just save your pride You never loved me or even thought of me I loved you and you deserted me I hate you now more than I ever loved you You lied to me

Why Do I Care? by AngelicWon, literature

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I Had A Bad Day by AngelicWon, literature

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Last Night by UnLoVeDpOeT, literature

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Last Night

I really thought I could do it Thought I was over you Then we talked last night I believed our Love was true Now you say we're over I should be with another How could you be so calm? Why can't we be together? I know we'd never work You could never give your trust But I know how I feel about you Isn't just teenage lust There's something about the way you smile Something about the way we fight I knew I loved you, but thought it was over All until we talked last night Now I don't know what I should do I don't know how I feel I know I want to be with you But don't think your love is real All we do is argue We always disagree

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Once in a Lullaby by AngelicWon, literature

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Once in a Lullaby

There was a time When you were mine Once in a lullaby With an eclipse in the making My heart was for the taking Once in a lullaby Thinking I was ready for love But only blinded by what wasn't there Once in a lullaby How I wish I would've known Longing to believe I hadn't fallen But knowing I'd been broken Once in a lullaby There was a part Torn from my heart Once in a lullaby A gaping hole Ripped through my soul Once in a lullaby A sweet song With a tragic end This is... my lullaby But if this is what it takes To sleep and dream I'll sleep for never All because you didn't love me Once in a lullaby

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: a hick ol' town where the hillbillies live
Favourite genre of music: hip-hop RnB
Favourite photographer: not me!
Shell of choice: seashells r cool...
Favourite cartoon character: Tweety
Personal Quote: Anything worth having is worth working HARD for... especially love.

Favourite Visual Artist

the 1 that sings

Favourite Movies

that won wit that actor that acts real good.. great movie

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the 1 that sings

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Raye

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AngelicWon

Dec 6, 2005

Not so lost anymore

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I feel like i disappeared off the face of the earth for a long time...and now im just gettin back. things were happening so fast i felt like there wasnt enough time to react to anything at all. i was just watching life go by hoping it would slow down so i could catch up but the more i tried the farther it got. its weird because i feel like ive missed a big chunk of my life and i just cant figure out what to make of it. i know i was there i mean i remember being there i just dont remember ever having the time to respond to the things that were happening. everything started and finished before i could even get a word in. i felt like everyone w

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AngelicWon

Oct 3, 2005

They need love too

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Gay is a three letter word just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled. Homophobia and You: -I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. -I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. -I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. -We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. -I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. -I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers

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AngelicWon

Aug 26, 2005

Here I Go Again...and again

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As I said in my lst journal I'm back but in the worst way of  course. not only am i back to bein happy nluved n such but im also back to makin my usual mistakes. i cant help it i go weak at the thought of him and no not the him u might think. The one i said i was happy to finally get rid of. The one i said i cudnt believe i stayed with for so long. well now i rememeber why i stayed with him so long. i guess my telling him not to talk to me any more cuz i cudnt deal with him made him go back to the way he used to be. hes an honest to God sweetheart when he wants to be but he never had the time for me let alone the time to be the sweetheart he